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Temporary Close of this Blog

After some considerations I decided to close this Blog.
Since I have two blogs and every time I have to copy twice to make those two blogs look the smae. It is really boring.
And my friends are all visiting my Blogbus one, so for those who are reading my Blogger, please turn to my BlogBus one.
Thank you very much.

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to Remember the Last Exam

Some pics I made during my study of EURO.
Now it ended. And I can move on to next step, packing!!

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做個總結吧

鬱結到復習也復不進去。
幸好今天我問了一下Goettingen,
要不然我還不知道我的Summer course居然沒有record!

從今年的2月開始,
我就已經開始準備歐洲的事情了。
選擇學校並沒有給我太大的壓力,
因爲我已經鎖定了Goettingen。
除了半路殺出個程咬金,
想和我爭一個大學這個意外之外,
基本沒有懸念。

之後就是填表格,
選擇summer course。
本來想去海德堡上暑假課程,
但是儅我看到維也納的課程的時候,
我又改變了心意。
20多天可以在Vienna,
多美好阿!
就這樣,選好兩個courses,
填好表格。
接下來就是漫長的等待過程。
從4月7日開始。

即使在等待過程中,
我也在不停的計劃着暑假。
因爲我不想無聊的在香港花掉我的2個月。
1年見不到家人,
現在暑假又不能回家。
我絕對不幹!

我嚮往着,
5月底回到傢,
把我的電腦先update一下,
然後家庭旅行,黃山,西安,南京。
7月底再去歐洲。

本來應該是這樣的。
但是自從時間走到4月底,5月初的時候,
我就已經開始焦慮。
牢牢的記得hess的一句話,2-3個星期就可以了。

現在4個多星期已經過去了,
大學的Zulassung還沒有蹤影,
上幾天問了hess,
他說大學已經寄出了Zulassung。
okay,稍稍放心了一點。
沒想到今天一個晴天霹靂,
說我的summer course居然沒有Anmeldung!!
怎麽可能?!我親手填的表格,
Hess親手寄出去的!
眼看着宿舍就要到期,
手裏一張證明也沒有。
眼前又有考試逼迫,
卻沒有心思看書。

我知道不可能一帆風順,
但是,
這種經驗對承受力的要求還是蠻高的。
鬱結!
淚湧阿,
怎麽會這樣!
麻煩總是不斷,
怎樣計劃都趕不上變化。

本來想着去催一下大學我的sommer course的Bestaetigung,
沒想到換來的答案竟然是沒有record!
怎麽會這樣?
Hess明明寄出去了阿...
蒼天啊,
Amun-Re阿,
我想回家的阿....

這麻煩真是的,
是麽時候才使一個頭啊!!

Earthquake

It should be a normal day,
but it was not.

I got up at 12:00,
playing with computer for a while
and got back to my exams.
I felt a slightly trace of hunger at 2:30pm.
I can remember this point of time very clearly,
becuase it was the time for afternoon tea.

So I went downstairs,
and was considering what to eat for my tea time.
But who can imagine that
at the same time
while I was considering my food
earthquake struck my country.
Super big one!

It is funny that
today is Buhhda's birthday,
it should be a day of loving,
but it truned our to be a day of sadness, death, tear and homeless.

煩躁

一遍又一遍的告訴自己,
好好看書吧!
但是煩躁感就是一遍又一遍的湧現。

昨天晚上失眠了,
甚至放棄了睡覺的願望。
煩阿,
腦子裏一遍又一遍的盤算着,
各種各樣的事情。

總是告訴自己,
傳到橋頭自然直。
借用道明寺司的一句話:
不直也把它撞直了!
但是,
問題是,
應該怎樣撞呢?

continue depress

finished my German test.
Difficult I want to say.
and it was very difficult.

I even don't have the energy to talk after the exam.
a horrible experience.

depress到死啊

出師不利阿!!
德語的oral考試被我給砸了。
感覺超級不好啊...
真是超級depress。
考完都想自殺了。

這次考試,
主題是人口老齡化在德國(主要是statistic)
還有roleplay,找廠房。
我的媽呀,
儅我拿到考試卷的時候,
我就知道我已經doom了。

一口氣上不來,可是要死的。
到現在我還沒有緩過來,
真是懊惱阿,
真是depress阿。

焦躁期

每天我都要經歷一個焦躁期,
原因很簡單,
我還沒有拿到通知書。

每天早上起床的例行公事,
check Gmail, check MSN,
看看有沒有信件通知我
通知書到了。
每天都要看5,6遍。
不過每每都是以失望告終阿。

好期待歌廳根大學的通知書。
世界著名學府。
德國top大學。
光是看到自己名字在通知書上就覺得興奮啊。
儘管自己不是哥大的fulltime。

拜托啦......
快點來吧!!

Chinese,Please Think before Act!



Chinese, please please think before act, please be rational!
All the way alone the Torch Relay, I have seen the flood of our national Flag, not Olympic Flag!!
Loving country is right, but do you think carrying a National Flag would be helpful?!


如果你愛國,你會做出這樣的事嗎?/文﹕梁文道

【明報專訊】且讓我們平心靜氣地問一個很簡單的問題﹕經過一圈奧運火炬的傳送歷程之後,中國的形象 是變得更好?還是更差了呢?如果答案是後者的話,責任又該歸於誰呢?無論火炬傳到那裏,示威就走到那裏,而批評中國的聲音也必定隨後出現在該地的媒體之 上;莫非這都是其他人的錯,莫非全世界都要和中國作對了嗎(朝鮮除外,因此內地有一些網民稱讚朝鮮,覺得始終是金正日夠朋友。照此看來,我們還是全面學習 朝鮮比較好,起碼社會很「和諧」)?

在一片對外的抗議聲浪之中,是不是也該冷靜問問自己到底出了什麼毛病呢(包括技術上的錯誤)?就以海外華僑和留學生的愛國行動來說吧,假如他們舉的不是五星紅旗,而是奧運的五環旗,情會不會有所不同呢?假如淹沒日本長野與韓國首 爾的不是一片紅海,而是一片象徵奧運的白色旗陣,當你說起「運動歸運動,政治歸政治」的辯解時,會不會更理直氣壯一些呢?很可惜,我們知道最後的局面並非 如此。那是因為大家都抱了一種「以我為主」的思考方式,覺得只要自覺有理,則做什麼事就都是對的,我愛國就當然要舉國旗了。

外交部不應為打人者護短

且 以首爾街頭發生的暴力衝突為例,就算內地各個針對外國傳媒的網站糾出了再多的問題,發現了再多的造假嫌疑,中國留學生在韓國首都打韓國人(包括記者)的事 實始終是人所共見,不容否認的。將心比心,若是一群韓國人在北京對覑中國人公開上演全武行,然後辯稱是對方先動的手,大部分中國人會不會覺得這只是枝微末 節的狡辯呢?在這種情底下,外交部發言人竟然還說得出學生們的愛國熱情值得肯定之類的話。只要你愛國,就算「情緒稍為激動」地在人家的土地上揍了人家的 國民,你畢竟還是愛國的。那些動手動腳的留學生有沒有想過,就算受到別人再多的挑撥,只要你忍不住使用了暴力,你就證明了「中國人全是暴徒」的說法,難道 就不能換個角度考慮自己的行動嗎?

特區政府一錯再錯

然後火炬來到了香港。大家都知道這幾年中央政府和特區政府宣揚愛國教育不遺餘力,力求增加香港市民對國家的認同,改善港人對中央政府的觀感。然而,正是這把燒壞了中國國際形象的火把,足以讓他們多年來的努力付之一炬。

首 先是特區政府向全世界表明,香港或許是個對外開放的國際城市,但只要到了事關愛國大是大非的節骨眼上,什麼言論自由集會自由就都要讓路了。不只來過香港好 幾次的藝術家這時候進不來,就連只不過來參加座談會的作家都不准入境。這些動作對許多香港人來說是寶貴的一課,在愛國大義面前,你平素享有的一切都是可以 暫時懸置的,哪怕它們其實既不顛覆,更不會傷及國家安全。

再來就是那份令人憤怒齒冷的火炬手名單了。奧運火炬抵華首站,我們交出的竟然是如 此陣容!素來與香港奧委會主席霍震霆不和的香港首位亞運會金牌得主車菊紅自然不在其中,「單車王子」洪松蔭也不在裏頭;港人熱愛足球,偏偏我們引以為豪的 球壇名宿胡國雄與李健和等人紛紛失蹤。代表香港的卻是一位來過香港兩次的選美冠軍,老早就在自我宣傳要練跑步的行政會議召集人梁振英,坐輪椅去傳火炬的不是勇奪傷殘奧運會4面金牌的劍擊名將張偉良,而是人大前常委曾憲梓,再加上一堆商界名流和名不見經傳的親中區議員。我真的很想知道,要是有人去搶曾憲梓手中的火把,他會不會譴責人家「把奧運政治化」了。

四川做得比香港漂亮

不要辯稱三藩市火炬傳送隊伍的運動員比例還不如香港,他們有35個名額是全市徵文比賽的得獎者。連內地亦有大量平民自動報名入選,四川省更把高達八成的名額留給了勞工階層,其中不乏平日跑遍山區的郵差、老老實實的低級公務員和見義勇為的平民英雄。假如那些忙於自薦爭光的人稍稍有點公關常識稍稍有點大局觀,假如那個組合很神秘運作很黑箱的「火炬手遴選委員會」稍為有點政治智慧,出來的名單應該會有被大家「消費」得不亦樂乎的天水圍街坊、SARS疫潮的康復者,以及殉職公務員的家屬。

可 惜沒有。霍震霆竟然認為這份滿佈親中權貴,酬庸氣味濃得中人欲嘔的名單是「香港社會的縮影」。其實他也沒說錯,某程度上,這正是香港社會權力結構的縮影。 我們知道,北京奧運是國家大事,支持京奧就是愛國的表現;而一說到愛國,一說到國家大事,則無論其詮釋權與操辦權都向來不屬於全港700萬人。愛國是某一 圈人的招牌,是某一圈人的專利;和中央溝通等種種國家大事更是他們的禁臠,旁人插手不得。既然奧運是國家大事,傳送火炬是愛國的表現,一向愛國愛港的這圈 人又怎能落於人後呢?

與普通人所想像的不同,這個小圈子不以為傳送聖火是個面向社會面向全民的表演,他們把它看作是個人榮譽,猶如紫荊獎 章;他們更把它當成是種政治身價的寒暑表,可以反映自己在圈子裏的排名與行情。所以一份本來屬於全香港的名單變成了他們自己人的兵家必爭之地,在「以我為 主」的思路蒙蔽下,什麼代表性什麼主流民意全都可以放在一邊涼快去。接下來,最吊詭的情就發生了,本來是要鼓動社會一片紅心向太陽的盛事再次讓一般市民 發現原來愛國是這樣子愛的,所謂「愛國陣營」原來都是這種貨色。除了受到個別上游組織發動的群眾,和聽命於民政事務局的公務員必定要上街歡呼造勢,本來會 不會有更多普通市民願意主動去為這幫人打氣呢?原來也想親身目睹火炬的人,這時會不會怕自己成了黃金池與李澤鉅的fans?原來對火炬不感興趣的人或許會 想為鍾尚志醫生等SARS英雄喊加油(如果他們是火炬手的話),這時會不會坐在家裏冷眼旁觀呢?

一把火炬,不只燒紅了海內外華人的民族主義,也燒紅了世界的眼睛。同樣一把火炬還照亮了香港,讓人看見我們不單不如其他國際城市,也不如港人慣常俯視的內地城市。


from: http://www.mingpaonews.com/20080503/msa.htm



十萬紅衣夾道 百棒聖火樂傳 紅軍圍橙軍起推撞


【明報專訊】經歷近40天的國際奧運聖火接力傳送後,從希臘雅典燃起的聖火昨日終在中國國土首站的 香港順利傳遞,10萬市民走上街頭夾道歡呼吶喊,見證了這歷史一刻;但與此同時,火炬亦燃起「紅橙」怒火,支聯會30名成員及展示「雪山獅子旗」的港大女 生組成的「橙衣兵團」,在尖沙嘴示威敦促中國改善人權時,遭近千名內地學生及迎聖火者等築起的「紅軍」包圍及喝倒采,雙方推撞近一小時,最終由警員介入 「撲火」。

雖然有「兩陣對壘」的小插曲,但6小時的火炬傳送順利完成,聖火已於昨晚傳往下一站澳門。政務司長唐英年總 結說,市民無懼風雨匯聚「紅色海洋」,留下鼓舞人心的一幕,成為香港美好的集體回憶。他說火炬傳送全日順利,雖有抗議活動,但本港是多元化社會,不同聲音 可在和平氣氛下共處。不過,支聯會副主席李卓人說﹕「示威這麼多年,這是多年來最艱辛的一次,幸好華叔(司徒華)沒有隨行。」他表示今次打不還口、罵不還 手,支聯會感激警察保護,希望他人尊重自由言論的權利。

逾25公里的聖火之旅於昨日早上10時半開始,奧運滑浪風帆金牌得主李麗珊從特首曾蔭權手上接過火炬,在10多名「藍衣」護衛員保護下,從文化中心正式開跑,再由「乒乓孖寶」李靜及高禮澤接力,再交由紅星劉德華跑彌敦道一段。

驟雨無阻市民熱情

早上尖沙嘴不時下起驟雨,但無阻迎聖火「紅軍」的熱情。近千名就讀於本地大專院校的內地學生,早於8時開始聚集在彌敦道兩旁等候火炬到臨,他們不少人身穿「中國加油!」及「反藏獨」等紅衣,揮動覑8呎長的大型國旗。另有近5萬名本地市民和內地旅客亦穿起紅衣迎接火炬,使尖沙嘴泛起大片紅海。

約30 名爭取中國人權的支聯會成員,穿上橙衣於半島酒店門外聚集,並舉起塑膠製「人權聖火」,高呼「同一夢想、同一人權」。此時「紅軍」不甘示弱,同時高唱國歌 及高呼「中國加油!」回敬,以聲浪蓋過示威聲音。另一邊廂,港大女生陳巧文亦在柏麗大道展示「雪山獅子旗」示威,即時被途人責罵包圍,須由警員分隔調停, 最終她未等及火炬經過,便被警員抬上警車送離現場。

火炬手經過彌敦道,支聯會遊行隧伍隨即起動要求沿彌敦道「陪跑」,但沿路數百名「紅軍」 左右夾攻反包圍遊行隧伍,阻止「橙軍」前進,雙方擠在20呎狹窄路面上互相推撞,有內地學生向橙軍大叫「漢奸」、「走狗」及「我愛共產黨!」等口號,橙軍 則反呼「反對共產黨!」,演變成街頭罵戰。後來雙方情緒愈趨激動,謾罵聲及喝倒采聲此起彼落,甚至有紅衣人將手上的國旗擲向橙軍,更有一途人向橙衣示威者 出拳動武,被警員出手阻止。

最後,警方出動近百名警員築起兩重人鏈保護橙軍,更臨時安排他們轉入漢口道避開「紅潮」,並經九龍公園到達柯士甸道出口解散(見圖)。警方則在九龍公園入口阻隔部分手持國旗的紅衣人上前干擾示威,成功將紅橙兩軍分開,平息了事件。

警方表示,全日共出動3700名警力保安,港九新界各區共有10.1萬市民觀賞聖火傳遞。




My Professor

Days ago, I was talking with my rommi about our Professor,
the one hot in our department.
charming, knowledgeable, kind.

My roommi said he has all the qualities to be great Professor,
even in Germany.
I strongly agree with that.

But she also said that he is like a father figure.
I think she made a point.

Yes, sometimes he is like a father,
he arrange everthing for us,
and he wants us to do it.

Rough Day

I had a rough day but fruitful.

Today the Torch would be past though Hong Kong,
start from 10:00 in the morning,
I decided to watch this event,
but I got up too late,
I missed the openning ceremony.
and I lost interest in chasing the Torch,
so instead I watch the TV Live.

And I bought myself finally an insurance with ING,
for my European Year....

Though I have been in Hong Kong for 2 years,
finding some buildings still hard for me.
And this afternoon I acted like a idiot who lost in a big city...

But at last I succeeded in finding the right building,
and a book store in Central,
no one would care for that little book shop.
But I do,
as a result I got my longing book!!
Nefertiti!!

德語考試前的4天

我覺得自己很性急,
從兩個星期前就盼望着哥大通知書的到來,
急切的想把一切都安排下來,
急切的盼望可以整理行李,
急切的想念坐上爸爸媽媽的車,開往家裏的感覺。

不過呢,
我也是一個超級拖延症的患者,
離考試還有4天,
德語...
termpaper...
哦呵呵。

媽媽說,
我應該是一種老虎追在屁股後面,
還要看看是男是女的人哈...

Some Thoughts

I was just talking with my firends in Internet about the political situation in China, because I heard that recently there was a boycott of French supermarket in China, which was invoked by recent international political topics, like Tibet, Olympic games and so on.
2008 is and will be a tough year for China, and the wishes beared by Chinese authority and people would lost.
And I found myself becoming very political too. Usually I will not consider myself as a political animal, but this time simply because of being a Chinese I have to discuss with my friends, classmates and teachers over very political problems, and so far I have several ideas towards recent events.
1, Some European countries have already declared that they are not going to Olympic games in Beijing, and I think their actions are unacceptable! Olympic games as a world heritage should not be used as political tools, in my idea, Olympic games should be a festival for all races, all people in the world, and it should not be connected to any political concerns! But,no.....very dissapointing! In oder to so called "freeing Tibet" some European leaders have rejected this games, some European people even attack the Torch!
2, For those European people, do you even know the history of Tibet?! If don't, please read some books, then express your idea, then you will be welcomed! I donot know what report will be procasted in Europe in everyday life, but I somehow get some feelings that the ideas about China in Euroepan people's minds need to be updated!
3, For my people, it makes total sense that we should love our country, and we should protect our country, but those events going on in China seems to me that they will be very dangerous! It goes on the way of nationalism, and it will be very dangerous that those feeling develop into extreme nationalism, authority should pay attention to those situation, donot forget the lesson of Germany.
4, For those Tibetan extrmelists and Dalai Lama, WHY???!!!

Camera with Camera--My NO.1 Baby!

the new photoes of my new camera, I took them with my old camera,haha~~~



what a day!

I have no class today, a exception. So I went to the bank for my scholarship, and now I finally got those money into my account, totally 12000HKD, Great!
I have to admire the skills of those workers in bank, because of their beautiful words, I was convinced to apply a student Visa, luckly I do not have to pay money if I donot use it. It will not be hurt to have a Visa, I know I will never use it.
And during the processing time of my scholarship, I asked for some info about insurance, because I have to present a insurance while applying Visa to europe, God, the worker spent 1 hour talking with me about different insurances, I was so regret!! I used many excuses, trying to get myself out of bank, oh my God!
After the terrible bank experience, I was trying to let myself be happy, so I went to Monk Kok, I wanna see my selected camera, and I asked 3 shops they answered that the camera has been sold out, shit!!Amun-Re blesses me, I finally found it in a photography shop! here is my New Baby!!


  • 18x optical zoom (28-504mm equiv.) - FZ8 has 12x (36-432mm) zoom
  • Smaller maximum aperture at long end of zoom (F4.2 vs F3.1)
  • 8.3 megapixel sensor (vs 7.2 megapixel)
  • Face Detection
  • Intelligent Auto mode
  • Manually selectable ISO 1600
  • ISO 6400 High Sensitivity mode
  • AF/AE lock button and dedicated AF/MF button
  • 1cm macro (was 5cm)
  • Custom mode and extra scene modes (plus 'advanced scene modes')
  • Five level Noise reduction (was three level)
  • Slower continuous shooting (burst)
  • Heavier and slightly larger

Panasonic Lumix DMC-FZ18 specifications

Street Price • US: $360
• UK: £270
Body Material Metal and plastic
Sensor

1/2.5" Type CCD
• 8.3 million pixels total
• 8.1 million effective pixels

Image sizes • 3264 x 2448
• 2560 x 1920
• 2048 x 1536
• 1600 x 1200
• 1280 x 960
• 640 x 480
• 3264 x 2176 (3:2)
• 2560 x 1712 (3:2)
• 2048 x 1360 (3:2)
• 3264 x 1840 (16:9)
• 2560 x 1440 (16:9)
• 1920 x 1080 (16:9)
Movie clips • 640 x 480 @ 30 / 10fps
• 320 x 240 @ 30 / 10fps
• 848 x 480 @ 30 / 10fps (16:9)
File formats • JPEG Exif v2.2
• DPOF
• QuickTime Motion JPEG
Lens • 18x optical zoom
• 28 - 504 mm (35 mm equiv)
• LEICA DC VARIO-ELMARIT
• F2.8 - F4.2
Image stabilization MEGA O.I.S. (Mode1 / Mode2)
Conversion lenses Yes
Digital zoom up to 4x
Focus AF-Macro On/Off, AF/MF Switchable, Manual Focus(Joystick), One Shot AF, Continuous AF On/Off
AF area modes Face / 1-point / 1-point high speed / 3-point high speed / Multi-point / Spot
AF assist lamp Yes
Focus distance • Normal: 30 cm-infinity (wide) 200 cm - infinity (tele)
• Macro: 1 cm-infinity (wide) 200 cm - infinity (tele 6-11x)
• Tele Macro (at 12-18x) : 100cm - infinity
Metering • Intelligent Multiple
• Center-weighted
• Spot
ISO sensitivity • Auto
• ISO 100
• ISO 200
• ISO 400
• ISO 800
• ISO 1250
• ISO 1600
• High Sensitivity mode Auto (ISO 1600 - 6400)
Exposure compensation +/- 2EV in 1/3EV steps
Exposure bracketing +/- 1/3 EV -1EV step, 3 frames
Shutter speed • Program AE: 1-1/2000 sec
• Aperture Priority AE / Shutter Priority AE: 8-1/2000 sec
• Manual: 60-1/2000sec.
• Starry Sky Mode: 15, 30, 60sec
Aperture F2.8 - 8 (wide) F4.8 - 8 (tele)
Modes • Intelligent AUTO
• Program AE
• Aperture Priority AE
• Shutter Priority AE
• Manual
• Custom
• Portrait mode
• Scenery mode
• Sports mode
• Night portrait mode
• Scene
• Motion picture
• Print
• Playback
Scene modes • Food
• Party
• Candle Light
• Sunset
• High Sensitivity
• Baby1
• Baby2
• Pet
• Panning
• Starry Sky
• Fireworks
• Beach
• Snow
• Aerial photo
Advanced scene mode • Portrait mode : Normal, Soft Skin, Outdoor, Indoor, Creative
• Scenery mode : Normal, Nature, Architecture, Creative
• Sports mode : Normal, Outdoor, Indoor, Creative
• Night Portrait : Night Portrait, Night Scenery, Illuminations, Creative
White balance • Auto
• Daylight
• Cloudy
• Shade
• Halogen
• Flash
• White Set 1/2
White balance fine tune 2-axis adjustable, ±9steps each, Blue/Amber and Magenta/Green bias
Self timer 2 or 10sec, 10sec / 3 images
Continuous shooting Full-Resolution: 3 frames/sec or 2 frames/sec max. 7 images (Standard mode), Max. 5 images (Fine Mode)
Image parameters • Contrast
• Sharpness
• Saturation
• Noise Reduction
• 5 levels (-2 to +2)
Flash • Auto
• Auto / Red-eye reduction
• Forced On
• Forced On / Red-eye Reduction
• Slow Sync / Red-eye reduction
• Forced Off
• Flash output adjustment 1/3EV step, +/-2 EV
• Range: 0.3 - 6.0 m (wide) 1.0 - 4.0 m (tele)
Viewfinder 0.44" Color EVF (188K Pixels), Field of View : approx. 100%
LCD monitor • 2.5-inch Polycrystalline TFT
• 207,000 pixels
• Auto Power LCD mode, Power LCD mode, High angle mode
Connectivity • DC in
• AV out
• USB
Print compliance PictBridge
Storage • SD / SDHC / MMC
• 27 MB built-in memory
Power • Li-ion battery pack
• Optional AC adapter
Weight (no batt) 360 g (12.7 oz)
Dimensions 117.6 x 75.3 x 88.2 mm (4.6 x 3.0 x 3.5 in)

Tibet

我從來不認自己是一個愛國主義者,中國的各種問題我也是看在眼裏,無奈在心裏。但是不管我怎樣的鄙視中國,我個人作爲一個中國人的這個標簽是一輩子也揭不去了,不管我會多少外語,學了了多少外國風俗,這個事實是改變不了的。
我很少關心國家大事,但是我卻很關心西藏問題。我很喜愛西藏文化,它的獨特,純潔,神秘,虔誠,讓我傾心不已。但是就是這麽一個與世無爭的文化,卻在這個時候上演了這麽一出鬧劇,令人難以置信。“西藏要獨立!”很好!為使麽呢?有人說歷史上西藏就不屬於我們,誰說的? 歷史書說的!但是歷史書是誰寫的呢?歷史書的編撰向來有失公正,就算我再怎麽避免,也是無法做到的。中國人邊的歷史書一定在一定程度上偏向中國人,西方人編撰的一定會以西方的價值觀角度來看待問題。所以說,歷史上西藏就屬於中國這個説法是在很難讓人信服的。在我所讀的歷史書上,西藏與中央的關係一向都是若即若離的,所以不管你政治上怎樣去interpret都是說得通的。我先不管西藏是不是我們的,讓我管道氣憤的是西方的媒體。
西方一直標榜自己是自由,民主的正宗接班人,他們看待中國常常是以有色眼鏡來看的,不要不承認!而且西方人特別敏感,只要已有事情關係到所謂的自由和民主,他們就特別emotional,不分青紅皂白的責備人,對事情的真實經過不管不問,就拿西藏問題來説,我敢打賭沒有多少人是真正了解西藏的,但是他們卻一口咬定中央政府血腥鎮壓,拜托阿~~~
我也寫不下去了,反正我想說的是:Tibet, you are part of China!

Several Things to Record

This is a busy week, but up to this point, I have finished all classes in this week. So, I have 4 days off.
This is a meaningful week.
Yesterday, I joint the Hall celebration for a poem reading. It was great. And I have finished all my presentations with my Professor.
Today I finally received my scholarship before many Professors and my classmates. The founders of this scholarship personally gave me the money. Amun-Re helped me again, I donot know how to give it back. Thank you Amun-Re!! And I had launch with some important professors. I had fears, but I managed them well. Just now I ended a small mandarin lesson with my German friend. She wants to go to Taiwan, so I am responsible for the task of teaching her some mandarin.
Things to come: termpapers, presentations, visa problems, finals, many,many to come!!!

Bravo!!審美大餐!

剛剛才從浴室裏爬出來,回到寢室已經是滿身的泥巴了。很奇怪吧?為什麽好端端的會有泥巴?
今晚,我享受了一次超級精神盛宴!

大約一個月前,我在網上預訂了一個節目:來自法國的馬戲團--Zingaro。據説他們是專程被香港賽馬會請來表演的。文化機構花了大價錢做宣傳工作,都是溢美之詞:橫掃全球,法國國寶,首都來港,馬上的羅曼蒂克...不管怎麽樣我花了500HKD買到了好位子。第二排!
Zingaro中文名字:星燿馬術奇藝坊。西班牙語和意大利語意為“吉普賽人”。奇藝坊成立于1984,創辦人是一位名叫Bartabas的愛駒之人,同時他自身又是一位傑出的藝術家。劇團在他的帶領之下,聞名世界。而Bartabas卻始終保持着神秘,沒有人知道他的出生地,甚至他的真名也不爲人所治。 不過他對藝術的追求和對馬匹的熱愛卻是極其熱切的。他旗下的演員,騎士,馬匹都是百裏挑一,不過我最敬佩的是他對馬匹的挑選。他對馬匹的血統要求不高,但是他會觀察馬的靈性, 捉摸馬的脾氣,好似對待人一樣。

說實話,馬戲團這個概念對我來說應該是很遠的記憶了。朦朧中只記得小時候偶爾會有不知從哪裏來的馬戲團在一塊空地方大了棚,髒髒的蘭紅白三色的帳篷。表演的具體内容我是記不得了,大概也就是一些耍動物的節目。
事過這麽多年,突然在網上又看到了這個名詞, 而且全是讚美之詞,在記憶和好奇心的驅使下我決定去觀看。今天終于等到了。這次的Zingaro為香港觀衆特別排演了一處新劇:Battuta。這個詞來源於羅馬尼亞語,吉普賽語和法語,指的是傳統吉普賽音樂中起支配作用的節奏拍子和狂野的表達方式。事實上整個作品表現了吉普賽人的古老遊牧文化,狂野,自由,熱情,奔放,原始。只是節目開始的短短幾分鈡,精神和心情已經被作品支配。 Things were about to go wild!整個節目精彩紛呈,騎士的力量和技術,演員的滑稽和投入,音樂的熱情和跳躍,我的心慢慢的步向狂野和自由。作品中還參雜了很多元素:孤獨的新娘,可愛的棕熊,吉普賽人的生活...笑料百出。但是我喜愛的部分是馬。我最愛馬!

馬象徵着自由,野性,原始,奔放,力量,速度和不拘小節,僅僅是看着他們站立的樣子我就已經傾倒了。世間怎麽會有如此美麗的生物?!我真想擁有一匹駿馬,天天住在馬房裏!節目中的36匹超級駿馬,看到我熱淚盈眶,不是誇張,他們真得很美!!儅他們快速跑動起來的時候,在近到我可以摸到他們的舉起奔跑起來的時候,我也奔跑起來了,一陣陣颶風刮過,心被刮走了...(由於駿馬跑得太快,我的位子太前,泥巴浴是免不了的——)心被一次又一次的震撼,他們的自由和力量是天生的!

Presentation2:Maenner

Yesterday I finished my second presentation. It went very well and smooth. Actually I thought that I would have no need to present in yesterday's class, but Prof said that we are running out of time, we have to hurry up, so we had 30 more minutes of class. I had little preparation, but any way, haha~~~
In the presentation my task was to make clear of topic of man in Germany 70s, facing the clture change, and men too were in a hard place. By introducing a film called Maenner, a comedy, directed by a female director. I tried to explain that why were men actually more inseure, more vulnerable than women at that time.
I really enjoy the class!